I have survived my past and I will not go back to it again. I hope that I have learned from my mistakes the first time around, otherwise I know I would regret my inability to take advantage of my past experiences. Now it's not the time to quit. It's the time to arm and fire my unarmed weapon. I have come back reloaded. I will not make excuses and I will not retreat a single inch when her ghost appears in front of me full of blames. But I would still help her because I'm good. If she pretends that I will place my pillow over my head and just fake killing myself to please a ghost. Poor woman! As she can only survive if she conceives that I'm desperate. The thing is, her good or bad feelings are dependent on my reactions. The intensity of the psychological fight also counts on my favor. ;)
